Sometimes, it seems like when you no longer spend sufficient time with yourself, you simply end up losing yourself. Be it in a pile of notes, in the cyber world, or just where you are at that very moment. The undesired activities/behaviour end up following too, and before you know it, you are no longer the ‘you’ that others knew, and you might not even realise that you are disappearing. Why is it that there are some things we do, that just seem to spiral out of control, even with the conscious effort to ensure they do not? Is it a sign we should stop and walk the other way, when activities that used to delight you only frustrate you so badly now? Would it be, weak, if you stepped aside right now, before the wave consumes you? Or would allowing yourself to continue in this downward spiral be considered madness?
…時間にあ合わないかもしれませんね。

